I'm thriving

Today I just want to talk about my week so far, I've been working with my boss lately and it's been a lot of fun, and I've also been on a high when it comes to concentration, instead of being unconcentrated like always and forgetting about everything my brain is on a constant high, at least it was for the past 3 days but today I noticed that I'm insanely tired because of all this. I don't know, not much else to say other than that, I'm fearful that everything is gliding out of my control because .. I don't know why, because I'm not taking control, I guess. But I also feel like I am taking greater control than ever before, it's weird and I don't know why I feel lie this. I'm just not excited about my general situation in regards to social life, I can't really meet up with people and even if I could, it's not like I know a whole lot of people IRL :/ I hate being alone but I'm too lazy to change it and even if I wasn't, I wouldn't know how to change it in a way that I like, one usually meets people in places like school or at random, but the chances of meeting somebody at random is fairly low unless you're in some friendgroups already or partying or just something like that. I don't know. This is a fairly short blogpost but I just felt like writing at least something. Have a nice day :)

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